THEIR Verbal Plays

THEY often make new words. Or THEY often add new meanings to our words.
THEY always did TALK something without thinking, then THEY were exciting one-sidedly for thinking about it. I was left alone while THEY were arguing about it. It was the word to me …

It was almost childish word play which did not make sense.

I consider it that the word is not alive for them so that THEY can change its meaning freely but, I could see another existence in the behind of THEM. THEY also could repeat appearing and disappearing on our imaginary sight.
— I will describe THEIR verbal plays and will find the behind-the-scenes.

” It needed a mental treatment.” ( 1990 )
— The Mother said. In the ancient time, Japan was a woman-dominated society ( Mother Earth religion ), I could see it in the age of science. I called such Mother Earth as The Mother. They were supposed electrical holy mothers, but I could not find it yet in this time.
While I was learning about word processor to become a writer, I could hear somebody talked in front of my room, ” It cannot be found as it is….”
— Then I could become high and low on two-weeks circle in every month.
To see it, supposed The Mother said, ” It needed a mental treatment.”
It was not certain whether it was real voice or my delusion. I remembered it that my body was shaken. Then I could SEE some female image in my mind. It was very faint image so that I could not find who was. It was supposed Yuu Type Lady. When I saw her, I became feeling good then I could not do anything. But two weeks after, I became the worst. It was THEIR mental treatment.

After a while, I could hear somebody took a quarrel with somebody in front of my room. Some woman ( supposed Dalk-2 ) said, ” There needed to make it obviously ! ” Another woman said, ” He needed a mental treatment ! “
— There was unscientific world in Tokyo.

” You are the Rutsu.” ( 1991 )
— Myura-1 said. THEY had emphasized the commonly name ‘ Muller ‘ or ‘ Murat,’ which I used to him. Myura-1 was seemed a man who wanted to become Rei people. In the Rei’s society, there supposed to exist the area which was called ‘ Mura ( 村：village ). They had also emphasized the past country name in North Africa that was ‘ al-Murabitun.’
— After I was watered by them, I always played TV games. When I was playing Phantasy Star I, the voice of Myura-1 was suddenly thrown to me from the front of my room. He said, ” You are the Rutsu.”

Rutsu was a character of wizard in this game. It was as same name as Ruth in The Holy Bible. And it was changed the name to Noah in other country’s version. But it was uncertain why he said so.
His fellows thought so as well, then they asked him for the reason. He answered, ” Alis is a heroine. I thought it good to make him Noah….”
— The voice was not listened from there. There was a strange man in Tokyo.
Anyway, I called those who suffered the similar situation like me as Rutsu Type men. Because I would see a lot of similar persons like me the after. It was seemed their passing ceremony in Tokyo. This speech itself was for an attempt which they would drive the target into mental disorder by making him believe in TV character. This situation sometimes was showed on Japanese internet. A typical Japanese bullying was.

Myura-1 followed this way suddenly.

” Here. He sent me a peace sign.” ( 1991 )
— Yota said. Her father had a power, he could move the authority of Japanese Media ( The Uzi ). There was no concern with that, I called her as ‘ Yota ‘ because THEY called her so. Yota ( 与太 ) was a Japanese slug which was meant ‘ lovely stupid.’ Originally it was called Yotaroo ( 与太郎 ).
In the early 1991, I applied for an examination of a game company. When the result was almost received, I saw a strange girl in a family restaurant. She said to her friend, ” Here. He sent me a peace sign.”
At that time, I reflected my fingers on my front of full mirror. But it was not two fingers but five fingers. I looked back to her face. She gave me a fierce look. I ignored her because I could not find the reason of her anger. But in this time, I had sudden urge to make a peace sign somehow. So that, I put my two fingers on the table. But her reaction did not come. But in the end, I did reflect my five fingers on the full mirror. As soon as I did, she said to her friend, ” Here, he did. He did a strange thing. He’s mad ! “
— She did not understand how strange she was. Her friend could not take any actions.

Few weeks after, I got a pass notification by the above game company. I found the reason. They wanted to interrupt my becoming a writer.
After received this notification, I repeatedly saw a kissing man in front of my house. He was Nakatra. I heard his name the after, but I called so. He explained it that he wanted to make a girlfriend for him, but it was not certain what would get it making a girlfriend.
— It was an attempt to interrupt my becoming writer. To show kissing persons, they wanted to make the target peeping or molesting. But it was strange idea which they considered it capable for that the target would become peeping or molesting if they showed him a kissing scene. It was an idea which people who don’t like to see a kissing scene in the town. Old Japanese tended to have such idea. But I was young so that I did not understand the mean at that time. It only become a barrier to go back home.
However, I found spreading the rumor of that I did molest in my game company. It was so hard to work that I quit my writing job for a half year. They succeeded the attempt. They operated it with preparing a man who did molest. It was Nakatra. They would punish him by whom did molest, when the attempt was found by somebody. They did elaborate things. There was supposed to exist some crime organization at the behind-the-scenes. And the members of this crime organization became old. It did not match with young Japanese ideas.

Anyway, above both were not THEIR verbal play. However, they both repeatedly said it in the air, I regarded it so. Yota herself did it for becoming TV entertainer. She believed it a passing ceremony to become. She would become an entertainer if she would cooperate with their bullying. But there was not existed such a ceremony on Japanese showbiz, she might be deceived. But for she could not explain who had deceived her, it became a mystery.

” You are a molester.” ( 1992 )
— Tambar-2 said. THEY said ” This Tambar is two,” so that I called her as ‘ Tambar-2. She introduced herself as ‘ Youko ( ようこ ).’ She also admitted that she was The Five. The fifth intelligent life was supposed Draco people, they supposed to interfere on C-Country. C-Country called her ‘ living statue.’ Draco people seemed to give her a real body. They thought it sorry for other intelligent lives, and told the truth by the way of The Riddling. They said, ” She is two.” The mean was that she was made by Rei people.
— After I quit my writing job, suddenly she revealed on my mind. She said at first, ” You’re wrong.” Then she tried to explain how wrong I was. She waited for something a while, but no one replied to her. Soon she vanished.
Few days after, she revealed again. She somehow praised me in this time. She said, ” You’re great man.” The reason was uncertain. She did not explain the reason and said, ” You’re truly great man.” Then she only sent me a smile. Something was strange.
The more few days after, she revealed again and said with smiling, ” You’re great man.” But soon her smiling showed nastiness then she said, ” You were a great man….” — She vanished after this speech.

She came to see me the after. She conspired something. At this time, I could SEE a long-faced woman who drew into my mind. She was Yuu. She said, ” Here comes.” And she showed me her own face continuously. Tambar-2 watched it with laughing. She said to me, ” You’re wrong. You quit a job. You made a trouble in the company.” — I had the much opinion about that, but they did not listen to such opinions. Yuu continued watching me then I became happy somehow. I did not want to object it.

She had a lot of followers in the air, she was an influencer among THEM. THEY prepared for her to announce. She behaved as like a goddess in there. In exact, she preferred to be called the goddess. She wanted to say she was Athena or lady Justice.
After about two months passed, one of her followers give a paper to her. To see it, she said surprisingly, ” You are just a molester.”
Some of THEM asked, ” Why do you stick to molest so much ? ” She answered it the symbol of murderer. She said, ” We cannot make him murder again so that we had made him a molester.”
— Certainly, there was a molester by bicycle in the same grade student at my high school. But he was not me. Soon another follower gave a paper to her. To see it, she was surprised. Then she became excited and wanted to say something. But her figure was perished suddenly. I could SEE her after that, the figure was changed to wear a black suit.
It was supposed that she would conspire to draw into Japanese society by telling the things which a crime organization wanted. Because she continued doing so for some time after that.

” It’s wrong of him.” ( 1992 )
— Yakob said when the volcano explosion at Mt. Unzen was aired on TV News.
He was one of The Riddler who told something strange suddenly. I called him as Yakob because THEY said so.
In this time, I repeated to SEE a delusional figure of Tambar-2. She always appeared on my mind when I watched TV news. It was as like she reported my personal news for others. I often HEARD male’s laughing when she had appeared. But it was not certain what she wanted to do.
It was one year from when the volcano explosion at Mt. Unzen had occurred. TV news broadcast it so.
Suddenly a man’s VOICE threw into my mind. The voice said faintly, ” It’s wrong of him.” There was a moment of silence, he corrected own speech. ” He’s not wrong.” Then he vanished. Tambar-2 was laughing slightly to see it.
— He was supposed Yakob because the voice was the same as his which I could hear the after. He could have not identified the target yet.

” Don’t say that ! ” ( 1992 )
— Akiko said.
I had an experience which Asahi newspaper covered my threatened incident by a man who introduced himself as a Nazi cartoonist ( 1988 ), then I always felt somebody was watching me. In Tokyo, the front of my room was very suspicious for me. There was Akiko.
She was likely chosen by the reason of she resembled for a lady of HJ ( Hitlerjugend ). Japan was a strange country which sufferer became worse than assailant. The assertation of HJ was that, ” There is freedom of speech. Readers will judge whether it is wrong or not. The people who prefer Nazi materials are crazy obviously.” — To prove that, they were chasing around persons like me.
I got frightened by their surveillance, I decided to write a letter to police. There was a need to explain this situation. But my word processor was eavesdropped by them, It was possible because my word processor was put aside on the window. Akiko shouted to read my letter, ” Mad ! ” — The voice was heard in front of my room.
Then I was given some pressures by Tokyo police. They drove police cars slowly in front of me almost every day. Not only that, I vomited to eat meals in two times. I was poisoned. To see my vomiting, Akiko shouted in front of my room, ” Don’t say that ! “
— Her voice was not only heard on me but also sounded in my mind. She could TALK.

” The man who did molest must die.” ( 1992 )
— Tambar-2 said.
I got frightened the more to see the threat by Japanese police, I changed the destination to send a letter. I sent a letter to reliable journalism however, it stimulated some Japanese Media. They used my room to get a story. In this room, a person who was not certain what he did was waited for a terrible life, because he could not give any stories to them. They would destroy his life by expanding the unfounded rumors. The people in the air ( THEY ) drew into this situation, THEY expanded it to another. I claimed for it but, that made them anger. Then they shot me.
But I could not find any bullets or cartridges, I only found a hole and scratch which were supposed to make by gun. There was no evidence.
But in the air, there was a lot of evidence. Tambar-2 was pull out, then she was accused. She tried to excuse something, but she was vanished by beating her head. It was the way of THEIR execution. I called it ‘ The Manual Handling.’ THEY could maneuver anything by analog method. If you want to hear their conversation in the air, you only went to their place. If you want to change the situation, you only declared the statement to USE. In some case, it was okay only to think so.
However it was, the most important was that it was not certain whether THEIR computer would follow your order. As their computer was like this, we could see THEY often shouted orders in the air then it made THEIR verbal plays. Not only people in the air but also people in Tokyo did the same thing. There was no border between the delusion and the real in Tokyo.

By the way, Tambar-2 possibly excused, ” The man who did molest must die.”
— It was a logic of that, ‘ a person who offended the murder was not allowed to kill people again, so that The System would change his life to offend the molestation.’ — It sounded strange. I HEARD it in 1994. She possibly told this logic in many places. She brought the story to another.

” Coverage without appointment.” ( 1992 – )
— Japanese television said. It was from one TV program ( Electrical Wave Boy ). After years passed ( 1994 ), they said me a fool for ‘ Wolf Boy.’ After 1996, they said me back to ‘ Electrical Wave Boy.’ They insisted on that I did USE. I could SEE his TALKING objectively. It was Shii-chan’s. But they never minded who was him. They were the same as THEM at the point of excited one-sidedly.
By the way, Japanese Media said me a fool for my going without appointment. But it was a lie.

” So interesting.” ( 1992-1993 )
— The Jil ( Jil-2 ) said. He was disliked by The Aash, some of THEM told me his name. He was seemed Rei’s intruder to The Aash. But he was just a person of The Industry in Japan.
He supposed to watch me, people around him accused him. He told that I was interesting to get a story. This excuse made his situation bad, so that he shouted in the air, ” He always watches the same movies ! “
Exactly, I always watched the same movies for BGM — Documentary of Vietnam War, TV drama ( The StoryTeller ), Mad Max 2, Blade Runner, Cross of Iron, etc. But no one agreed with his excuse. So I could get a crazy movie the more. ‘ apocalypse now ‘ was. It was so interesting that I watched it every day again.
In the hand, The Jil promoted TV commercial using a film of Buster Keaton. He insisted on the importance of watching me by showing this TV commercial. It said, ” So interesting.”
— I could not understand what was interesting. They supposed to do some assertation using TV commercials.
To see it, THEY felt a problem. Then they threw a lot of comments to me. I could become grasping its behind-the-scenes. Most of them were in the movies of that I always watched. They told that I was ‘ Fearnot ‘ in The StoryTeller. It was my beginning of that I consider the arts had been had another mean by THEM.

” There was no concern with human and alien.” ( 1993 )
— Tami said. She was a little fat girl and THEY introduced her so.
Japanese television argued my situation with The HJ. However, the story did not mention about who shot MichiroJohn, it was gone to another. The HJ were excited one-sidedly and only insisted on their ideas. Most of them did not reach to me, but some of them reached. These were not come from The HJ but their freaks threw the words to me. It meant that they could TALK.
The TALK said, ” Japan repeated itself.” or ” He rebelled….”
— I could not understand it at all. They also did not have a convince about that, so they threw the words to me.
Suddenly Tami revealed on my delusional sight and said, ” There was no concern….”
— I could not catch the last word. She seemed to say, ” There was no concern with human and alien.”
The story was the more gone to another.

” Spray Water.” ( 1993 )
— Kurenai ( 紅：deep red ) said. THEY introduced her as a famous company name.
When Japanese television bashed The HJ, some newspaper ( supposed ) was afraid of this bashing, they sent the executers to me. It was called ‘ Gyoosha ( 業者 : company ) among them.
I saw a strange woman in the town, who looked vicious. She was Kureni. She looked at me and said, ” Spray water.”
— THEY explained it a doublespeak. Another phrase of the same meaning was ‘ scatter the trash.’ Then they threw something clear-and-colorless objects to me. It was supposed maggots or fleas. Gyoosha persons talked to each other that was the way of enhancing the mind.
The Industry believed there was the way to know the mind. It was not using kinds of telepathy but USEING THE POWER. They had been already fallen into a strange world. They believed that they could know the target’s mind if he was in noisy circumstance. His mind would be put out as sound waves. To get target’s mind easy, they scattered something like maggots to the target. They did not understand the difference of brain waves from sound waves.
I had to hear their noisy conversations for so long.
In my home, I heard a lot of ambulances running around me. It was whether they would kill me when they knew my mind. I decided to change my room. But other ones came. They were Alii ( Alii-2 ) and Ookura( Ookura-4 ). I knew Alii in my high school age. Ookura said to her, ” We must do it to him.” She nodded in silence. They were another Gyoosha but they did not threw me something of maggots. He believed to enhance the mind only to TALK. I had to hear his voice in the air continuously.
He SAID, ” Nice shot ! “

” It is wrong because he did not do anything of The Romance or The Puppet mastering.” ( 1993 )
— My dead history ( MichiroJohn1 ) said.
After Japanese television released The HJ as nonsense ( they seemed to cheat the story by pretending for madmen ), their freaks continued saying strange things. The story was changed to that I always made a rebel in every repeated Japan. But it was not certain when and how I would rebel. It was not also certain to whom or to what I would rebel.
After a while, Tamber-1 revealed and tried to investigate me. She walked to me in my delusional sight, but suddenly a man confronted her. He said, ” Hey.”
She was so surprised then ran away from him.
— He was supposed my dead history. Somebody supposed to make an image of my lost history.
Then he went to somewhere with muttering. But I could not catch his speech. He told me about this content after ( 1994 ). He seemed to say, ” It is wrong because he did not do anything of The Romance or The Puppet Mastering.”
— The Romance was a double speak of that a person made his lover The Android ( giving an eternal life ). THEY told it danger because the process became just a murder.
— The Puppet Mastering was also a double speak of that Android-provider used them for threat.

Both were not the things of this Earth. But when we died, it could become capable to get such another knowledge.

By the way, Tambar-1 told me about what was The Puppet Mastering the after ( 1994 ). She put Androids in and out of a small box by beating a tambourine. So I decided to call her ‘ Tambar.’ Her character often seemed to mix with Tambar-2 and Tambar-4, so that I dealt them all with a same category ( THEY used it for disinformation ). Her original was supposed a female announcer ( Tambar-0 ) who had lived in A-Country. She was supposed to change own life like me. THEY said for that Tambar-0 was her cast-off skin. To become The Android, we had to consider about such trouble.

” We become doing nothing wrong.” ( 1993 )
— Wide-Face said. He supposed to join the secret conversation of that shot me. He looked the wide squared face which was red-colored.
When Japanese journalism bashed The HJ, the story was gone to that Japan repeated itself. THEY even mentioned about the existence of Aliens. Japanese journalism requested to an intelligent story. They picked the name of Shiganai up. But Shiganai shifted the responsibility to Wide-face. Nazi cartoonist repeated shouting, ” It’s an accident ! Accident ! ” And Wide-face kept in silence. As Journalism could not find anymore, Uzi recommended Wide-face to confess in the condition not to charge for a crime. Then he picked the names of Kanji and Akiko up. He insisted on that he himself did not join this secret conversation. He told it was just heard. Then he pretended for an observer, and executed the punishment. Few days after, I WATCHED Kanji and Akiko were standing in the delusion. Wide-face said, ” Bow.” They both apologized me in the air. It looked very minor crime although they tried to kill me. To see it, Wide-face murmured with smiling, ” We become doing nothing.” — He knew the suspects well. He did it without any investigation. This minor punishment made another speculation on them the after. It was that I was wrong than them. They would spread such rumor actually. And I could see Kanji and Akiko in many times.

Nevertheless, it was quite a mystery why he could TALK even to whom he wanted to TALK. The more mystery was that no one thought it unscientific. Wide-face said. ” It’s just okay.” — Their formal apologize was seemed to end in the air for people who had no power. I only wondered what happened on Japan.

” As it is ended for 30 years….” ( 1993 )
— Dalk said. She had a lot of variation which was supposed the numbers of showing invasive attitude. As some Dalk introduced herself as Jeanne d”Arc. So I called her as ‘ Dalk.’

Whether The Mother was not satisfied with Wide-face’s execution, she felt bad. Japanese Media was supposed to fail for THEIR examination. They needed right judgement. But this incident was supposed THEIR self-performance, thus, it was their false accusation. Few days after, some Dalk had revealed then told the above speech suddenly. It made THEM frightened.

” It could be said a good life if we can play for 30 years.” ( 1993 )
— Sal ( Sal-1 ) said. He was seemed to be famous for The Invasion, he had a lot of variation. Industry Type Sal ( Sal-hashi ), Policeman Type Sal ( Monma-Sal ), Stocker Type Sal ( Sal-saki ) were.

” Thinning out. ( 1994 )
— Yuu said. She was seemed a charisma in THEIR world, she had a lot of believers even in other planets. Because The Gard of the tenth intelligent life called her ‘ you,’ so I called her ‘ Yuu.’ She was supposed a national singer in the ninth intelligent life originally.
When I quit my job, THEY considered a new Mental Treatment. Soon THEY sent Yuu to my mind. Yuu was supposed a person who could dive into human mentality. She said to me, ” Thinning out.” — She wanted to say that she thinned me out.
Once she misunderstood herself as The Mother, because someone told that she was Paaru ( one of The Mother ). She was particular about pearl. She behaved as like The Mother, then she could not turn back now. THEY used her as a mental diver.
While I was working in a new job, she continued showing her face. She drew into my mind to say that, ” Here comes again.” Then she commented to my doing or working. There was no privacy. She told that she would thin me out in several times, which was not a mental treatment at all.

” He said The Taboo ! ( 1994 )
— Sal-1 said.
In Spring, when Uzi received a report from own Journalism, he considered what he should have been. But suddenly someone TALKED to him, ” He said The Taboo.” — I have not told any taboos in Japan but only I sent a letter to insiders who knew it well. But it was not a matter for them. They needed to destroy the evidence. Uzi ignored it at first however, The Industry held a conference with him. There were Sal-hashi and Yota’s father in this conference, they insisted on that a person who told The Taboo was not used. Uzi wondered why he stuck to such a young guy who only could become a poor writer, but he just answered, ” I understand.” It was not a matter for him whether I would become a writer or not.

To see it, Sal-1 SHOUTED willingly, ” He said The Taboo ! “
— It was supposed a trap THEY had conspired. I would have often seen strange persons from this time.

” Boobs are good…. ( 1994 )
— The believers of Yuu’s religion said. The doctrine of her religion was only that loved her all a day. To do that, they could become ecstatic. Then they wanted nothing of others. If Yuu would love you, Yuu drew into your mind then you could see Yuu’s face all a day. You could spend the excellent time with Yuu. But for they did not want anything without Yuu, they became lazy.
When I saw Yuu almost every day, suddenly many man who looked ecstatic faces had appeared in my mind. They all were walking with saying that, ” Boobs are good….” — There supposed to exist a lot of sufferers in Japan. And it was a mystery why they could TALK. Anyway, I called them as ‘ Oppaitists.’ The mean of ‘ oppai ‘ was ‘ boobs ‘ in Japanese slung.

By the way, Yuu was perished by somebody until Summer in 1994.

” Hattori is.” ( 1994 )
— My co-worker said so suddenly. His friends asked for the mean, then he told a lie ” My name is Hattori.” They understood the mean of its behind.
There was no concern with that, THEY suddenly said, ” He ( me ) is Hattori.” THEY called me for ‘ Hanzōmon.’ It was the west gate of Edo castle where Hanzō Hattori ( Hanzo II ) had lived in front of this gate. He was a ninja who served Ieyasu Tokugawa.
THEY also showed an image which a man like me had stood in front of the Hanzōmon gate as policeman. He was different from my dead history ( MichiroJohn1 ). THEY told me I was a guardian. Soon another of THEM asked for why he was not Sakuradamon or Ōtemon but just . — No one told the answer.
To see that, Ookura declared himself as Ōtemon. It was seemed to be important for whom was the gate keeper. But I was left alone while they were arguing.
Years passed, I realized myself to live in Hattori, Osaka ( December 2011 ). I forgot this episode until I had lived in there. It was unexpectedly.

” Lend.” ” Lend me your face.” ( 1994 )
— A president of small transport company said. When I was working in a transport station, he suddenly appeared and said, ” Lend.” As I ignored it because he did not make any sense. he came to me again and said, ” Lend me your face.” — There was an idiom ‘ lend a face ‘ of which was meant ‘ come to me ‘ in Japanese. But he used it for special. I could HEAR Yakuza were laughing on his head. THEY said, ‘ Do it,” or ” Well done.”
After the work, THEY showed me an image of which the above guardian ( The Hanzōmon ) was slipped his facial skin. It was like a story of Dr. Lecter in The Silence of The Lambs ( 1991 ).

” We are A BOX.” ( 1994 )
— Sal-hashi said.
He was just an employee of commercial company ( but one of The Industry ), however, suddenly he behaved as like king. He insisted, ” Any Japanese media did not have the responsibility so that a man who did a bad thing was only wrong. We are A BOX. There was no responsibility on a box.”
— It was a terrible excuse. He was supposed a messenger from The Industry. Japanese journalism challenged to examine the crime, but they only escape from the responsibility to say that, ” There’s no evidence.”
To see it, THEY became noisy. They said, ” They’re wrong.” Other of them also said, ” They’re wrong. It’s not a box. THE BOX is another.”
THE BOX — Rei people did not owe any responsibility on the effects which were caused by their instruments, but they usually did not call it A BOX. But in this case, they called it A BOX. They usually called it ‘ Observational Attitude ‘. Their Instruments were called ‘ console ‘. In their observational attitude, the alien who had interfered to domestic people was supposed to rank down to domestic people ( The Intruding ). Many aliens were supposed to rank down then finish their lives as domestic people. Then they supposed to come back to The Afterlife when they died. This treatment had many problems so that Rei people did not become owing any responsibilities. The most critical problem was there were too many volunteers to rank down. And the next most problem was that they misunderstood it they could do anything in THE BOX. So that, they possibly prepared the place easy to intrude. It was supposed Japan. Thus, Japan had similar culture to Rei’s society.
By the way, they did not stick to USE and TAlK enough. The Mother said, ” It is in case.”

” Used.” ( 1994 )
— Ogura Type man said. The Industry said the same thing.
This Ogura Type was always argued whether he was domestic or not. To see him, Haat said, ” Ahhh… ” ( 2018 )
— Maybe he knew him. He often could be SEEN in red-colored. I called him ‘ The Rough.’ He seemed to do anything rough.

When I was writing my first novel, I could HEARD SomeONE talked to Ogura Type man. He said, ” Get an allowance to the governor.” He TALKED to Japanese emperor somehow. But he did not suppose to make sense. After weeks passed, I could SEE a figure who pretended the emperor. He was waiting for some speech then he told it to others. I decided to call it The Ghost. THEY supposed to put our emperor into the circumstance of using telepathy.
To see it, The Zero said, ” Used.” — But no one agreed it. And no one even understood the mean.
After months passed, I could see a man who pretended for Japanese prince with my eyes. He came to me on a rear seat of a white car, then said, ” Did not say.” — I could not make sense of this speech. But soon THEY became disgusting to say that, ” He ordered to kill The No.2 ! ”
THEY insisted that I was the second powerful man in the past and then our prince was the first. It was the battle of No.1 and No.2. — It was a very mafia-like story. I decided to call this real Ghost as The Doll anyway.

” The second.” ( 1994 – 1995 )
— Yota said.
When THEY insisted on ‘ Used ‘ in 1994, I could SEE Tesaki became noisy to say that, ” He rebelled to the prince ! “
— In his idea, I was the second powerful man in the past Japan.
To hear that, Yota said, ” Sekondo ( The Second ).” She continued saying it from the middle of 1994 to the latest 1995. It was from when I finished writing my first novel to when I uploaded my story to internet.

— It was a story of that Japan repeated itself. This wild fancy was supposed to start from the unfounded rumor. It was supposed to start from 1980’s. And I could find it from the words of prop clerk and The HJ. A strange phrase of Korean new religion was also there.
After I finished my first novel, some Japanese Media needed to interrupt my success for a writer. They never allow the existence of whom said The Taboo. A president of some Japanese Media gave a pressure to the publisher which had valued my short story and ended this magazine. In the hand, The Box negotiated with The Uzi not to use me. He agreed it unwillingly by the reason of his own taboo. He twittered in the air, ” You don’t know how much I love women ! “
By the way, this president resigned the after, then new president became The Box in 1996.

The president released Gyoosha to destroy my success. Gyoosha became noisy around me, they made a strange world up. But he raised me up somehow. It was Homegoroshi ( ほめ殺し：backhanded compliment ). They showed the skillful way to destroy the evidence. THEY always supposed to draw into the domestic powers by this way. But they did not realize it so. They were controlled by somebody.
At that time, I could SEE the image which people were walking on a white background. They were talking to each other, ” It’s okay if we will do only one thing.” Then they passed through to somewhere. — They were supposed The Intruders. They came to this Earth to change our society worse one by one. For only one word, they might have been capable to escape from this crime.
To see it, The Zero said again, ” Used.” — But no one realized the mean.
To see it, SomeONE said with laughing, ” Oh, yes. You will do only one thing.”

In this background, THEY were excited one-sidedly. The beginning was that I was the great man, then it became that I was the most powerful man in Japan, then it was changed to that I made this Earth. The direction of story which THEY wanted to take was very strange.
But some of THEM asked for the existence of Japanese Imperial family. They asked for why I could become No.1 to defeat the imperial family. As THEY could not explained it, then THEY made me No.2. The most powerful man was changed to the Japanese prince ( at that time ). But THEY regarded me as that I made this Earth repeated undoubtedly. THEY told me that I was a great man who made a new repeated Japan by the cooperation with the prince. — THEY thought the state of Japan different. There was no existence of LDP in their story.

To see it, some of THEM ( Akiko Type girl ) said, ” Sekando ( The second ).”
— THEY seemed to conclude that I was the second powerful man. But I was only a part time worker at that time.

THEY saw another Japan. To see me, Tesaki murmured, ” He destroyed his life … “
— Destroying my life was mostly owed by Japanese Media. This idea was denied soon.
But THEY made a new story which was the battle with No.1 and No.2. THEY showed the images of that I would make an independence from this state in the future. Then THEY insisted on that I always made a rebel. — It was also heard the story of that The HJ told in 1993. But the story was little changed to that I repeatedly made a rebel in the repeated Japan. But the story did not have the international relations with other countries. THEY made this story up within this country. That was the story which THEY wanted to take.

After a while, Tesaki shouted to say that, ” He had made a rebel ! ” — But I only waited for the result of novel contest at that time.
Then he shouted, ” He ordered to kill him ! “
— He wanted to say that the prince ordered to kill me. But I could not SEE this order. But he was excited one-sidedly to say so. He was a man of Gyoosha so that he had to kill me at any costs. It was an order which some Japanese Media did. I could see him with my real sight to say that, ” He ordered to kill.” — The tone was little calm down because he understood who ordered it. But The Industry made this story complicated to send The Doll of prince. He said to me, ” Did not say ! “
Anyway, I could go back to the safe No.2 who could cooperate with No.1 to the latest 1994. It meant that THEY still kept the idea of that Japan repeated itself. THEY never released this idea.

There was no concern with this struggle, Yota said suddenly, ” Sekondo ( The second ).”
— The pronunciation was little good than before. She repeated to say this phrase until 1995. But her saying was turned to The Numbering game in the next year.

” I am his true man.” ( 1994 )
— Nakatra said.
When some newspaper considered to destroy my life in 1994, THEY became so noisy that Japanese Media wondered what was happened. They asked who did and why they could talk in the air, many Media person picked the name of The Industry out. Because they were always excited in the air. They could believe to USE THE POWER only to say so.
As Japanese Media asked for the method, they had to tell the way. But for they could not tell it with confidence enough, they tried to find the method on me. They had already heard the rumor of that I was/had-been a great man.
They called my Tantou ( a person in charge ) out. It was Nakatra. As Japan was a surveillance society, powerful persons could easily refer the information about the target. The life like me was just depended on the speech of Tantou.
They referred the information about me by using his friend. Nakatra my Tantou told that I knew everything, but they suspended for his saying. They questioned it hard in the air.
It was a strange culture of Japanese Media. They could TALK although they did not know the way.
Soon Nakatra got frightened, he did not make sense for his saying. In first, he answered back to the air, ” He was a fool.” But The Air accused him of his past which he did molest. The Air looked Yota’s father-like or Sal-Type-like. It might be SomeONE. It shouted, ” You are fool rather ! ” — He had to excuse for, then he shouted, ” I was only his new one. He was my true man ( Honnin：本人 ),” or ” I must live by following his life.”
— It was a little complicated story. He told whether I repeated myself or Japan repeated itself. His repeated Japan had both original and new one in one world, then he was up to date. But new one was influenced both good and bad for the original, so that he became like this. He insisted on that was the reason why he did molest.
But The Air kept leaving him alone. In this situation, he became exciting one-sidedly. In the end, he became saying, ” I am his true man ! “

The Industry did not believe his saying however, they considered to investigate about me. Then they USED THE POWER instead of asking me directly.
One day, a small young man ( supposed The Doll of Emperor ) came to me and said, ” Use.”
— But nothing was happened. I could see his face vibrated a little and looked brilliant when he said so.
It was seemed there were cases of that their magic became effective or not. They did not measure it right or wrong, then they sent Nakatra to me directly. He said to me, ” Mother told.”
— I ignored it because I could not make any sense.
He came to me with some people, one of them was Alii Type lady. But she was not The Alii ( Alii-2 ) whom I saw in 1993. She was seemed a worker in a publishing company, which I had sent my short stories to this. But THEY introduced her as a worker of this subsidiary. It was a publisher which I used to contribute my materials. I call her as ‘ Cherry ‘ because I heard her name so.

” There’s no STORY.” ( 1994 ) — Yota’s father said.

” We are the next.” ( 1994 )
— The Zero said.
To see Japanese Emperor, The Representative of Afterlife of Japan said, ” He’s fool.” He seemed to come here because the emperor did not listen to his advice in the air. He only listened to THEIR advice. Then The Ghost of Emperor began to TALK without his permission. — Maybe his chamberlains were too bad.
To see it, the Representative supposed to say him a fool. He said, ” Quit him.” But his friend suggested, ” Wait. We will watch them for a while … “

In his place, my dead history ( MichiroJohn1 ) visited in several times. He looked the taller than before. He answered he was okay when The Representative asked for his condition. He told him something, but I could not catch the words. He only said, ” …therefore, he’s okay,” then vanished to somewhere. He might be The Future MichiroJohn who came from the future world.

In other delusional sight, I could SEE many men revealed on. They seemed to settle down from upward. One of THEM said, ” We all have moved on ! ” The Dalk was satisfied with this word.
” We are the next.” — Suddenly somebody announced. THEY introduced them as The Two. But both of them were supposed The Zero ( Moong people ). It was uncertain where they were.

I got wondering what was happened, I decided to go to The Imperial Palace. But on the way of it, I met a little boy. He said to me severely, ” It’s not a place you can come ! ” — I ran away with fear.
Somebody made a strange culture like Kamuro ( 禿：informer ) in the age of Heike period ( 12 A.D. ).
To see the above these, The Representative gave me some advice, ” They are V.”

There was no concern with that, some Japanese Media said a fool for The Emperor ( 天皇：Tennoo ) to call ‘ Ten-chan ( 天ちゃん：my dear Ten ).’ A television which made familiar with The Imperial Family said so. Getting a lot of money likely made them arrogant. They could not understand his intention of that all Japanese would live together equally well.

To tell the more, above one of chamberlains threatened a female singer when the prince told that he liked her. He should have loved her extremely if he said such speech from upper side. The chamberlain threw the words to her in the air, ” The Majesty does not love you at all.” — He wanted to say that the prince only saved her from mass media’s bashing. The singer did nothing but being humbled.
As this TALK was considered as a problem, then one Imperial police became A PLAYER instead of him. They were liars enough. Japanese double face which we usually could have seen was supposed to come from like that. I considered it come from Japanese double monarch which were the government and the Imperial family. Although Japanese emperor had become the symbol after WWII, we still had to be humbled for them. Because they were the authority of Japanese religion, so we could see some hysteric attitude when we had criticized them. For Japanese, it was a denial of own personality. Although they were denied the real power, they still kept the power in our mentality.
Addition to this sentence, Japanese Imperialism had kept living as the mental authority after samurai‘s government established in 12 A.D. It changed to European style in 19 A.D., then it only changed to the symbol after WWII. But they were just a symbol from Heian period before samurai ages had come. I could SEE people around them were running to get The Imperial Standard. It was supposed the tradition starting from Meiji Restoration. For them, it was a permission to do anything. But it meant that two authorities were there in Japan. The government and the Imperial family were. Japanese Media always tended to bash it, because it was easy to bash the government on democratic method. But for the Imperial family were people on the cloud that was a part of religion, they only raised them up. But for the Imperial family had no power, they only got a little effect. But for them, it was good anyway. Because they could stand on the side of justice. The present Imperial Standard could become their indulgence.
So they were running around the Imperial family, and they removed the people who criticized them. The Imperial family never became hysteric, and they never showed any concern. Most of these cases, they did not suppose to know well. Only the around of them solved the problem one-sidedly. Like these considerations were often seen in Japan even on the other cases. It was the hardness to live in Japan. Lower side always had to care of the wish of upper side. And they had to fulfill the wish before the upper side would consider.
However, it was difficult to know the true wish. Many Japanese made mistakes to do it. They often needed the indulgence to justify own faults. I often watched the scenes which they excused for own faults to shift the responsibility. In my case, they only ended it for I was fool. It would be okay to kill me if I was a molester or murderer. I even saw that they were laughing at the emperor. They were supposed The Industry. The Doll of Emperor said, ” It is a great step ( to know the truth ) even when he slipped.” ( 1995 )
— They raised him up even in the scene of sneer. It was a power of religion.
By the way, it was uncertain who was him. It sounded like myself but seemed another. It was as like a prophecy. People in Tokyo were always like this. They went to another side.

At this time, Imperial Family decided to counsel the situation to police. But chamberlains stopped it and they only told it as the imperial intention. It was sent to National Police Agency via Imperial Police however, it was not reached to Tokyo Police. Because they were suspicious for the point of threatening me. A policeman stopped it. He said, ” Don’t do it.” — I called him as Great Yuezhi ( 大月氏 ). He was a man taking actions only with own ideas.

By the way, THEY had emphasized this country of ‘ Great Yuezhi.’ THEY had also emphasized the countries in central Asia, which were Fergana ( 大宛 ), Daxia ( Tochara：大夏 ), Loulan ( 楼蘭 ), etc. THEY told Dalk was The Beauty of Louran, and also told about The Girl who was called ‘ Fueri.’ They all were supposed to relate with The Aash ( The Zero ).

” What does it mean ? ” ( 1994 )
— The Girl of CCU said it when TV broadcast about the news of Shigaraki train disaster in 1991. Her Voice was heard as real voice but, no one understood the mean. It was just listened through.
But The Afterlife people did not listen through it then asked for her idea. They both discussed something but most of them were hidden as secret conversations.
I could SEE The Afterlife people and THEY revealed alternatively. They both opened TALKING alternatively. I could get a lot of information from them.

By the way, the mean of Shigaraki train disaster was supposed there was no shifted responsibility to me. They failed to shift the responsibility of volcano explosion at Mt. Unzen in 1992. This disaster occurred after this train accident, then 43 people died which were including famous volcanologists. THEY called Mt. Unzen for Tambar-0. It was supposed okay to call for Tambar-2. Tambar-0 was a little fat lady among Tambar Type ladies.
But to call Tambar-0, it meant for that she was a non-existential existence in our world. They were supposed the creatures living in time-paradox of whom it was uncertain whether they existed or not. It possibly meant for they could live when we believed their existences then they could not live when we did not live their existence. And THEY told the existence of Dalk-0 as well. They were supposed the creatures who were made by wrong choice of Rei people. It was come from Rei’s scientists once considered to need the upper existence for the arrogance of Rei people but soon it was denied. This confusion was seen as THEIR stylized invasion pattern. It was the world of ‘ 燕雀安知鴻鵠之志哉 ( How could swallows and sparrows know the will of phoenix ? ).’

” You don’t know.” ( 1994 )
— Seliina said.

” Examination ! ” ( 1994-1995 )
— Moomu-0 said.
Whether THEY heard the TALK of Imperial officials, THEY started TALKING squarely. Suddenly a little girl called in the air, ” Examinatiooon ! ” This girl could reveal on the delusional sight, and told it in many times. In some cases, it was listened by real voice.
I called this delusional figure as Moomu-0. The original of Moomu was supposed a queen in The Aash. she was resembled for Maria Theresa. THEY always said her for a fool. Maybe she was supposed a great queen because THEY always told the opposite. The Aash ( Moong people ) were supposed dead all, the system seemed to change the great persons to the fools. It was THEIR wasting time.
Anyway, my first encounter with her was started as the conspiration to draw into our society. It was THEIR Settai ( 接待：presentation ). As The Industry failed to detect my past life, there needed new method. They were so arrogant that they never admitted own mistake. It made them a place to be drawn into. They were good at Settai but they were not good at being done Settai. However, THEIR Settai was only to call ‘ examination.’ — Something was strange. She told it intermittently until Summer in 1995.

THEIR actions always looked strange but often had the mean. It was supposed to tell there was no repeated life of mine. Japanese Media also considered it strange, but they did not stop it. The way of that somebody did strange things then all others followed it was. They could move only TALK. Japanese Media became the same graeually. At this time, they allowed to do above social examination one-sidedly.

By the way, the words of ‘ social examination ‘ did not exist yet.

” He might have made this world.” ( 1994 )
— The Industry said.
In the late 1994, Japanese journalism requested The Industry to answer why they could TALK. As they did not have an idea enough, they answered with a sorry, ” He might have made this world.”
Japanese journalism laughed it down. And asked back, ” Who told ? ” They introduced them a tall man. But he could not explain it well. So that, Japanese Media denied it. This tall man was transferred to America.
However, it was The Industry of that they did not stop their own idea.

” Talked.” ( 1995 )
— THEY insisted.
When Great Hanshin Earthquake occurred, THEY caused mass hysteria somehow. They became showing the characteristic idea to shift responsibility.
Real Yuu was waiting for me and accused, ” Is that you ? ” — They did not have any confidence, it was just a suspicion. Her fellow explained it in the air the after. They were caught quite a strange idea. THEY also showed this strange idea when Tokyo Subway Sarin Attack occurred.
While these occurring, C-Country appeared and explained THE RULE to The Afterlife of Japan. The beginning of the explanation of THE RULE was done by Buredoo’s party, but she expected to offend these rules. C-Country accused their actions, they excused it that Japanese had USED. C-Country denied it, but THEY insisted that Japanese were TALKING.
— It was the beginning of that TALK would become a crime.
But for C-Country did not stop TALKING, gradually he was disappeared on our delusional sight. He was supposed to delete the data by THEM.
In our real world, there revealed a lot of people who mentioned about USE and TALK. They talked in the air, then another of THEM banned to TALK. No one considered it using telepathy. Something was strange. Those who did USE and TALK were making another world up.
Japanese powerful persons used it for sealing speech. Some of THEM explained it, ” Harmonize ! Harmonize ! ” — But no one understood the mean including me.

” He’s my note.” ( 1995 )
— A Doll of Japanese Emperor said.
Because The Industry were humiliated for the explanation about TALK, they decided not to use me. Above small man who told ” Use ” came to me and said, ” He is my note.” He came to me with above publisher’s lady, she asked back, ” Don’t you use him ? ” He said nothing. But my life had almost been determined at this time.
Suddenly Alii ( Alii-2 ) came to tell me directly, ” Such ‘ No body who knows.’ ” — As she was in Gyoosha , it meant that they became the same as the opinion of some newspaper. I was set in free bashing by both of them.
Then I often saw a man who was quite similar to my body image. He was seemed an avatar who could know my ideas. He told my statement on behalf of me. But it was not my idea. He pretended of me. He often came to me with Cherry. He supposed to become her co-worker temporarily. Because THEY said the company name. But I called him as Nishitra. He resembled for my tall dead body in 1995.

” You cannot talk about it, can you ? ” ( 1995 )
— Akiko said.
Around of me became noisy, but Japanese Media prohibited to discuss about it. Because it was too unnatural to discuss. They never supposed to consider it as the works of other intelligent lives. It was me, too. I could have already seen the real Yuu and others, but they looked quite Japanese. In the street, something of strange voice were come out of people’s heads. But no one considered it unnatural. In front of shops, something like moisture which sounded girl’s voice was floating. The moisture sounded, ” Kya-kkya ! ” — It was like girl’s laughing. But no one considered it unnatural.
Whether they all were put on the same circumstance as me that was always heard something, they did not seem to suspect it. For me, it was just one of sound effects as same as the noise of the town. The continuous special voices might have made people paralyzed for it.
If some of them wondered it strange, something of THE VOICE which wanted to say ” You Don’t Know ” was covered on their heads, then they became quiet soon. It was supposed danger not to know it in Tokyo. People who knew everything had walked down the street powerfully. — They all were mind-controlled by someone.
In addition, it made complicated for that Japanese Media prohibited it to talk. They did it by TALK. It was not certain why they could TALK. No one could solve this problem because people who did not know the reason or method then always could talk in the air banned to discuss about it. They were about to reach the conclusion of that Japan repeated itself.

To see it, Akiko came to say in the air, ” You cannot talk about it, can you ? “

— This girl showed me her figure riding on a car somehow. It was the time when I started writing my story for internet. I considered the way of expression to mention about it. I believed ‘ The pen is the mightier than the sword.’

” We can make a disaster where it will occur and who will die.” ( 1995 )
— The Mother said. This Mother looked between The Ahora and Buredoo.
While arguing C-Country and THEM, The Mother told this threat. In exact, she told it to The Afterlife in 1994, it was only that I could hear it in 1995. The Afterlife was frightened her speech a little, but soon she corrected the word to say that, ” We think it sorry for that many people would die by accident, so that we will choose the place and people who will die.”
— The Mother told it send their own people where terrible disaster would occur instead of domestic people’s deaths. It was a strange story. It was not certain how many people of THEM had to die. But I could have heard people’s rescue calls before Great Hanshin Earthquake and 2011 Tōhoku Earthquakes and Tsunami had occurred.
But she told it as like natural, and added the words, ” I will give you a disaster if you were wrong.”
She was quite The Goddess.
To hear that, some of THEM volunteered to do it. I remembered his face. He was the man who did the rescue call before Great Hanshin Earthquake occurred. He was supposed The Sim. In THEIR method, he already had to die.
But he did not mention about that, he told it as like justice. The Mother was satisfied his volunteer.
Another of THEM called it ‘ Death Stunt.’ But no one criticized it wrong. THEY were excited one-sidedly.
It was only supposed to justify their own Intruding.

” They are all dead and become The Zero.” ( 1995 )
— Haraher ( Haraher-1 ) said.
Above speech which The Mother told was seemed to stimulate THEM, then I could SEE an early old man in my delusional sight. He muttered, ” He ( she ) is wrong. They’re Zero….”
— It meant The Mother failed to THEIR examination.
To see him, The tall MichiroJohn1 revealed in my delusional sight and walked to him. It was pleased to meet him. A smile was spilled from Haraher. Then Alii Type lady walk into their place in silence. She listened to their conversation.
Whether Haraher were willing to, he talked a lot of things. It made a pattern to riddle. He was one of The Riddlers. But it made me understand THE WORLD easier than others. He said, ” There is Zero fighter in Japan.” Then another Haraher revealed and said, ” All bad people became Zero.” Then more other Haraher revealed and said, ” They are all dead and become The Zero.” — He was a mystery as himself.

In THEIR WORLD, vicious persons were seemed to send to the land of Moong people ( The Aash ). There was The Hell where all immorality had been seen. But there had a dynamic history actually. Vicious people sent the fools to there ( they promoted a same fool who was seen in own country ), and seemed to change it quite complicated.

” Disgusting ! ( 年業な！; Nengoo-na ! )” ( 1995 )
— Kanji said.
After Great Hanshin Earthquake had occurred and I met Yuu, THEY became noisy. THEY were watching me all the time. THEY might have found the scapegoat to shift responsibility.
To see THEM , some of THEM ( supposed Rei’s Scientist who had intruded into Leo3 ) asked them, ” Why are you looking at him so much ? ” They answered immediately, ” He is wrong.” ” — Why ? ” THEY did not answer. But THEY sent the recognition of that I made the disaster. Then THEY insisted again, ” He was wrong ! ” The Leo3 asked back, ” It may be wrong. Will you have something of another idea ? ” THEY did not answer.
After a while, a delusional Kanji revealed in my mind. He wanted to say something, but he was watched by THEM. He only said to me, ” Disgusting ! “
It gave THEM a great fun, then THEY started exciting one-sidedly. THEY called out The real Kanji in the air. — I could SEE his figure in my mind. THEY asked him, ” Don’t you say that ? ” The real of him told it as it was, ” Disgusting !”
— His word of disgusting was ‘ Nengoo-na ( 年業な ).” It was a dialect in West Japan. Eastern Japanese did not help not using however. It was also a homonym with year name that was ‘ nengoo ( 年号 ).’
THEY were laughing him for listening this old-fashioned phrase. Kanji was wondered himself why he used it. He was seemed to control by somebody.
Some Japanese Media found it and had something of problem. They marked him as a suspicious person. To see it, THEY explained it for that he wanted to say that I was a great man. This phrase was come from Tambar-2 in 1992. Then THEY were excited one-sidedly leaving me alone. THEIR conclusion was that I was Heisei ( 平成 ). I was likely a handsome boy in Heisei period.
— But I was just a lonely man who had already lost a girlfriend. I could not understand the mean.

To HEAR that, Kanji started using it as year name in Japan. He SAID to me in several times, ” Year name is ! ( Nengoo-na ! ). He supposed to consider that it was a doublespeak with year name ( Nengoo : 年号 ).

It was when I tried to upload my story to internet. I had to think about a pen name, I decided to use his words for my pen name. Because I wondered the mean. The present year name in Japan was Heisei ( 平成 ). I divided this name and added my clan’s names. My father’s clan was Yamamoto ( 山本 ) and my mother’s clan was a supposed relative of Fujiwara ( 藤原 ) clan. I made my pen name as Narito Hirayama ( 平山成藤 ).
I uploaded this name in the latest 1995. To see it, THEY accused me to quote the conspiration of Ieyasu Tokugawa ( Hōkō-ji Bell incident in Keichō 19 ). THEY insisted on that I tried to kill the emperor to divide him by two.
— I could not make any sense.
But THEY did not stop exciting. Kanji insisted, ” It was the evidence of the rebellion to the emperor.”
— THEY lived in a strange world.

” You’ve already won.” ( 1995 )
— Sal Type policeman said.
In the night, when I was walking on a street in Shinjuku, a policeman came to me by bicycle, and said, ” You’ve already won ! “— I could not make any sense. His words were that ‘ moukatte-masune ( もうかってますね ) .’ It could be heard both meanings of ‘ You’ve already won ‘ and ‘ You get earning.’ The intonation was could be heard the former. But this policeman did not say anymore, then he drove away. A strange man was.

” 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 ( Hachi ).” ( 1995 )
— Yuan said. He was seemed to have a connection with some television.
After I played an arcade game of DonPachi, suddenly Kanji came to me and said, ” Don-Pacchi ! ” — I wondered this old man could play video games at that time. Whether this game had special meaning for them, another man came to me this after.
He said, ” 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 … “
— Eight was pronounced for ‘ Hachi ‘ in Japanese language. It was homonym with ‘ Bee.’ Japanese language could change the pronunciation of head consonant by subordinating word, so that ‘ Hachi 8 bee ) ‘ could change the pronunciation to ‘ hachi ‘ or ‘ bachi.’ The name of above game meant for ‘ Don Bee ‘ or ‘ Queen Bee.’ But we normally call queen bee for ‘ joo-oo-bachi ( 女王蜂 ). It was Kakekotoba ( pivot word ) with a Japanese slung of cross fighting which was ‘ donpachi ( ドンパチ ).’

There was no concern with that, THEY told that Yuu was the queen bee and Ookura and Tesaki were the military ants. Both were supposed to be wrong however, it let me think about the world where the queen bee and military ants were living.

” True answer is … ” ( 1995 )
— The Zero said.
While I prepared uploading my story, THEY showed that Tambar-4 was wondering about numbers. She said, ” It was three …, no, four ! ” THEY showed her with laughing.
Then some of THEM ( supposed The Zero ) revealed and said, ” True answer is … “
— This true answer was not heard. It was THE GAME to hit a true number. But we had to start it from what is the question. It needed to know what THEY questioned then had to tell the true answer. If it could have done, it seemed to get THEIR incredible power. So THEY were excited to answer it.
— It was a lie to deceive us. Soon The Third Party denied it as nonsense. They announced to us, ” You cannot get any power if we reached to the true answer. In first, the answer is wrong.”
Listening to it, THEY started debating with The Third Party. This discussion was supposed very deep so that I hardly could catch whole contents. THEY used the technical terms to discuss. I only caught the words like that, ” Necessity,” or ” It becomes hint,” or ” Misunderstanding is good for rather.”
But whether Japanese Media were influenced bad on such lies, I could hear the announcers on TV emphasized the numbers. I also watched some of them emphasized the sexuality. ” This MAN offended to trespass illegally… ” like that.
There was no concern with that, Yota repeated to say, ” The second.”

THEY supposed to do it until 1993. Some of THEM asked it to the questioner with irritated, ” Why is it wrong ? Is it one ? Two ? What’s the true answer ? ” — But the questioner kept silence. Soon the vision vanished into the dark. It supposed to become the barrier preventing from THEIR intrusion.
Coming to 1995, THEY broke this barrier and rushed into us. I could SEE the image of that Tambar-4 was walking across to us in the red-colored background. Then there revealed people who told numbers. ” I am one,” ” I am two,” ” She was four, sorry. ” like that. They were supposed The Mothers. They got anger and released THEM from the imaginary jail.
It was whether the best solution did not always lead the best effect.

” It is a victory of science.” ( 1995 )
— Tambar-0 said.

” Youko.” ( 1995 )
— Tambar-2 said.
Whether the jail had opened, I could SEE Tambar-2 again. She looked back to white-colored. She did not pretend for the female announcer on TV, but she watched my story writing. She kept behaving as like Goddess.
While I wrote a story to upload on internet, suddenly The Sal asked her for the name. She answered, ” Youko.”
— The pronunciation of Yoko was ‘ Yooko ‘ normally. She was a little different from normal Japanese. Sal was laughing to see it, but she did not understand.
Another day, Sal did the same question to her. She sent her eyes down to something of paper, then said, ” Youko.”
Soon she realized her mis pronunciation. But she did not admit the mistake. When TV mentioned about the artificial satellite of Yohkoh ( ようこう ), she willingly said this name. But Sal claimed for her pronunciation to say that, ” Youko-Uhhh ! “
Soon she vanished from my delusional sight.

THEY did not allow the mistake to pretend for Earth people. Next year, she become people who wondered the number. She said, ” I am five or six …. “

” We’ll use him until thirty years old.” ( 1995 )
— Uzi said.
I often walked through the south gate of Shinjuku station. In this place, Ookura often could say something. He told, ” I’m Ookura ( Ministry of Finance),” or ” I’m Ōtemon,” or ” I’m Hercules.” — He wanted to say that he was great supposedly.
One day, when I was walking aside of Shinjuku station, I found a suited lady was standing on the step. There were a lot of people, but she was very eye-catching. In this street, Nakatra and Denpoodoo were walking before my walk. Denpoodoo explained something to Nakatra.
In the opposite side, suited men were walking close to me. The first man was The Rough. He shouted, ” I’ll buy her ! ” Then a suited man walking behind him shouted, ” I’ll buy, too ! ” — He as another Doll of Prince.
They did sex-slave trading in showbiz somehow on the street. They possibly conspired for me to misunderstand there was Android trading in the present Japan. THEY told the above lady resembled to a secretary for comfort. THEY praised them for they could choose such a lady.
It was a mystery why they could do it.

In September 1995, a chairman of NHK held a conference with Japanese Media for what they did. He had a witness of above conspiration, but they denied it. They had to do it because this conference was taken part in a staff of National Police Agency. A chairman of NHK requested them for that I became a writer, but they answered it for no concern. This conference was ended to impose for that they made me a writer.
The Uzi and the president of some television also took part in this conference, Uzi held a conference only with them soon this after. This conference was joined The Industry. Uzi listened to the situation again, but they denied it as well. The president of some television insisted on that it could not use to say The Taboo. Uzi suggested him to use me because he knew who was there in the behind of NHK, but he compromised it for that they would use me until I became thirty years old. Then he reported so to the chairman of NHK. He explained it for the reason of that I was not skilful yet.

” They are Sodom and Gomorrah. ( 1995 )
— Haraher-2 said.

” We can arrest them if he is killed.” ( 1995 )
— Sal spoke for the mind of Japanese police.
As Japanese journalism pursued the upper side of Japanese Media, but Japanese police did nothing specially. Denpoodoo was moved to west Japan, then Nishitra escaped to Buddhist new religion. I could SEE he chanted Buddhist sutra. Nakatra was also sent to this religion but soon he was running. Their execution was just only a kind of joke.
Some journalist asked for it in the air, ” Do you wait for he is killed ? ” — But a staff of National Police Agency only showed his troubled face. The face was reached to me in my mind.
Suddenly, Sal revealed in the air, and said, ” We can arrest them if he is killed. — Ha, Hah ! “
— I had already seen Sal Type policemen a lot, in the real, in the delusion. Tokyo police could TALK. It meant I had to solve my problem without their help. This situation was lasting even for now.

” He knows everything.” ( 1995 )
— The Industry said.
This determination allowed to ignore my stories until my thirty-years-old, which was taken care of some television and The Industry. So that, my first novel was not evaluated at all. I had to hear the criticism for this novel from Gyoosha however, The Industry became evaluating me for the future author. But the way of evaluation was something strange. The Doll of Emperor said to me, ” It was a great step even when he slipped.” — I could not made sense for his speech. It was included another. They were excited one-sidedly about this speech when they left me alone. By the way, his face was not vibrated and did not look brilliant at this time.

Their evaluation was not ended it only. In the night, four businessmen were waiting for me. A handsome one asked others for, ” Is he ? ” A tall one watched me in silence. THEY told me to remember their faces. A handsome one had the same name as me, he became the president the after. When his subordinate got suicided, he murmured that he was an avatar of me ( 2019 ). A strange one was. The tall man was the next president of this company. He supposed a man who explained The Repetition of The Aas to Japanese Media, and supposed to lead Japanese politicians to meet me ( in the late 1995 ). The more strange one was.
It was the time when Japanese Media looked down on politicians. They started broadcasting news for entertainment, politicians were always their targets. But they raised one politician up somehow, and they introduced him to me. The rumor of that Japan repeated itself was spread to politicians, they recommended to USE THE POWER. One of them explained to this politician for, ” You can know if you use.” — Very strange. He was a man who regarded me as memo in 1992. But he was not a man who said in front of me, ” Use.” He was Tesaki Type man.
They showed vicious skill so that they were always running a similar man. It was supposed for the reason of that they had the relationship with crime organization ( Gyoosha ). In this case, they made a man running of whom was similar to Nakatra. It was for that others would misunderstand the true man. The dummy threw the words to politician, ” He knows everything ! ” Nakatra was walking in the behind of him with silence. As well, I could see Takafka was walking near to him in silence.
Gyoosha was seemed lack of human resources.

By the way, this politician was dead so early. He might have seen a wrong one. To be against them, it might have caused a problem for life. I also got a problem to write this post. My dog was dead suddenly.

” My story was evaluated on this publisher.” ( 1995 – 1996 )
— I said somehow.
After the convention by NHK and secret conversations by Uzi, I found my first novel losing any prize on the contest. But it was natural because it was not only out of time limitation but also out of page limitation. As I had already realized that I could not become a professional writer, so I continued the internet writing. The mean point of the above stories was that they only needed the reason. THEY drew into it.
When I was writing, I SAW a man who resembled me talked something. To hear it, People around of him were surprised a little.
Some days passed, Nishitra came to me with the publisher’s lady again. They kept silence in front of me. Something was strange.
The more days passed, I saw the resembled man said, ” My story was evaluated on this publisher.” — Whether it was said of my life, soon I repeated his words. It was as like my thought was hacked by somebody. I felt my head was covered whole by something, my brain was vibrated a little. It must have been the feeling of mind-controlled. It was not certain that other people experienced the same.
Then I had to saw Nishitra for a while. He was waiting me. He had always showed his back to wait for me, that was supposed the expressions of no confidence. But in this time, whether he had a confidence, he showed me his face. He had quite a similar face to my body image. But soon he was back to show his back because the above speech and my action were not matched.
The TALKER excused, ” I want to save him on this publisher.”

To see it, THEY ( supposed Sal’s daughter ) started talking about a story of The Second again. THEY did not admit own mistake as well. In this story, I would become a famous author then become a prime minister. — It was a great story. THEY knew my future. But it was not certain why a person who did not even go to any university could become a prime minister. Even though Japanese Media did not allow to become a writer who did not go to university ( they said so ).

” Good at Niginigi ( destroying evidence ).” ( 1996 )
— Ogura Type man ( Small Rough ) said.
The Rough was talking something with a businessman. Rough was laughing slightly to see me. The businessman seemed to say, ” He doesn’t know anything.” In Tokyo, a man who knew too much must have died, however, a man who knew too less must have been bullied. They both showed me vicious laughing. I was turned to a target of being bullied. By the way, this businessman was the man who was walking with The Doll of prince on the Android trading show. I decided to call him as ‘ Saki.’ In THEIR WORLD, ‘ saki ‘ and ‘ zaki ‘ were supposed to mean the first person ( true man ) of THEM. Their conversation was supposed to mean the talk with the original and his avatar.

Some newspaper could suppose to make The Industry as an ally. They had already disliked me on the presentation to politician. They were embarrassed for it. Then, my house became full of maggots and my neighbor made too noisy sound in the night. Japanese Media found this bullying, but Uzi did not stop it. He was grasped his weak point. He only answered it to use me until thirty years old. And let them allow their bashing freely. But he only thought it make me a new STORY.

To know it, Suddenly Ogura Type man ( small Rough ) came to me and said, ” ( They’re ) good at Niginigi.”
— Niginigi meant to squeeze fingers but he used it for another. It was supposed to mean ‘ destroying evidence.’ They were good at making new speak.

To tell the more, they were not pleased with Uzi’s saying of that Japanese Media would use me. So that, they leaked Uzi’s lover to a publisher. To know it, he asked back in the air, ” Don’t you use him ?! It is the Imperial request.” — But the answer was nothing. Only heard THEIR laughing. He became their ally gradually.

” I’ll puyo you ( I’ll soften your brain ).” ( 1996 )
— Ookura said.
In 1995, when I started writing for internet, Tambar-2 had revived. But I was still conflicting with my computer, I could not upload any stories. The computer at that time was needed skillful knowledge, it almost demanded on the knowledge of building one computer. I disassembled my computer in many times.
Then I could use my computer, Tambar-2 suddenly revealed and said, ” Look. Look.” — Something of a hard disk was pulled out of the back of her head. She looked painful.
In the town, many people were laughing to SEE this ceremony. Something was strange. Whether knowing it or not possibly became the border whether upper class or not. They all believed in Tamber-2’s words. I felt a danger of that my college did something. The fear which I was cut the back of my head was. She was very influencer at that time.

Then Ookura came to say, ” I’ll puyo you.”

” Taisa. Taisa. Taisa is.” ( 1996 )
— Sal said.
The determination of that I would become a writer until thirty years old was supposed to dislike by some newspaper. I could see many PLAYERS near to my house.
One day, I saw an old man who murmured, ” Save him…” He came here with Tambar-4’s guide. She might have escaped from the imaginary jail.
It was supposed the conspiration for that I could receive a strange new religion. To do it, some newspaper spread a bad rumor about me.
Even in this situation, THEY added a strange comment. To see him, The Sal shouted, ” Taisa. Taisa. Taisa is ! ” — Both real and delusional were strange enough.

” We developed this Earth to this ! ” ( 1996 )
— Little Yuu ( Yota Type girl ) said.

” A person who repeated itself offended bioethics so that we must execute his life. ” ( 1996 )
— Chieko said sadly.
She revealed suddenly by pretending Tambar-2. She told the above.
The logic had already been seen in 1992, but in this time, the story grew up to ‘ The Earth repeats itself.’ The problem was only who did it. THEY wanted to say that I did it. It was supposedly the process of that starting from suspicion to ending a convince. It was a long-range verbal play for people to misunderstand this world.
But Japanese Media did not have any convince yet. They only had a suspicion about to convince.
To see it, Uzi said to others, ” We’ll let NHK do it.” — He became strange. He was grasped his weak point completely.

By the way, THEY had emphasized a poetry collection ‘ Chieko-shō.’ The original of Chieko was supposed to live in Rei’s society ( Chieko-2 ). She supposed to suffer THEIR bullying, she always revealed alone on a delusional sight. There was the same personality as Chako. THEY had also emphasized Japanese song ‘ Chako disappeared into the fog at night.’ THEY cried when they called this song title somehow. The reason was uncertain. Chako was supposed D-Country’s people ( or Chieko-4 ). They were supposed to exterminate by Rei people, so they cried for it. But for THEY disliked Chieko-2, THEY always asked for who she was. She had still survived not to be identified.

” Tie ( Kill you ).” ( 1997-1999 )
— Akiko said.

” It’s a battle of visual field.” ( 1998 )
— Gips said. The Mother showed us the image of that he was covered full of gypsum, so I called him ‘ Gips.’ They said, ” He’s injured seriously ( 1996 ).” Tambar-2 seemed to know him well, I SAW she talked to him friendly ( 1996 ). He was supposed a man of Draco people.

” Secret agreement is.” ( 2003 )
— The Japan said.