XXV-1. Coming to 2014, my mother telephoned me. Mother said surprisingly, ” Father’s got Zuihō prize ! ” — It was unexpected prize. Mother was willing to this prize but, it looked there was something suspicious. My father was credited for the study of hill town in Yayoi period, but it did not deserve for his achievement. He was only a loser of dispute on where Yamatai country had existed. Whatever he was, it was a great thing for poor civilians. I praised him to say,” Father, you can become a noble on both the name and reality.”
— My father did not seem to feel bad, who was a man that lost all property by the war of Great Japanese Empire and sold his brother to survive. Zuihō prize was as like same prize as the status of count in Europe ( but it was for one generation only ). He must have refused it if my past father had even existed. He became old and weak.
To tell the truth, before this, I HEARD some strange VOICES to examine somebody. Those were come from Yamaguchi and somebodies. Yamaguchi muttered, ” He’s no problem.” — I found the mean when I heard this news. Actually, my father never justified his brother who was a communist. But he only loved the Hollywood’s western movies and refused the present Japanese-like. He was one of great Japanese thinkers.
— The failure of present Japanese Empire was that silent pressure was strong enough, all Japanese had to consider such intentions by upper class then carry them out without asking back. If some Japanese object the intention, he was bashed like my father. If some Japanese asked the intention back, he was treated as a child who did not know anything like me. The most important thing to succeed in Japan was only that knew everything before being said, both my father and me did not meet their criteria. We both had just lived by ourselves, no medal glowed on our chests.
This time, a strange thing had happened on us. Whether we should have been willing to, but it only looked a good fortune for us.
XXV-2. Approaching my father’s ceremony, Japanese harassments to me became severe. I had many times to lose my pachinko game. I wondered it was their double face which they usually showed ( carrot and stick ), but it was only their stylized harassment pattern which tortured a buyer of house. They watched my bank balance. I had made an internet bank, it sent SMS alert when other people entered my site. But there was no alert from my site. I only gave it up to consider Japanese bankers were crazy because they made friendship with Yakuza ( The Black Suits ).
But in my case, I did not mind it because I could get money after my father would be dead. My father was not supposed to live so long by the reason of heavy COPD. It was only a story to set it up within father’s inheritance.
” Will you do it ? ” — Suddenly Seriina asked me for. I could not understand what she said. But My Guardian Spirit answered it, ” Yes, we’ll do.” Then he talked to me, ” You will be O.K. only to play pachinko.”
— I understood what he would talk. I reminded before 2011 Tōhoku earthquake. At that time, The Afterlife of Japan ordered me to do delay action then we could suppose to succeed delaying it for one year. It meant that new one would come. The peace which My Guardian and Ikaruga had established were about to be broken.
I agreed it in silence and I continued my pachinko with pretending for nothing I had known. I lost a lot of money but terrible disaster did not happen in 2015 to the end. Because THEY concentrated on destroying my pachinko. THEY tended to forget own pleasures when THEY found a chance to destroy the target. However, it was not certain that the relation with THEIR stylized invasion pattern and Japanese stylized harassment pattern. But we could find the situation of that attackers often did TALK both. It was convenient for knowing their behind-the-scenes.
Anyway, it was the beginning of THE GAME which I had to solve.
XXV-3. On April 13th, suddenly my mother telephoned me to know my recent situation. I only answered there was no problem. As it was the time when I was just in the beginning of losing pachinko, so there was no problem actually. I asked back for her recent situation. She answered me to spend the busiest time to prepare the ceremony. She was worried about hypertension which was her chronic illness. When I proposed I would join the ceremony on behalf of her, she politely brushed it off. Because the person and spouse only could attend for the ceremony. My father would not be able to stand in front of Emperor without support. There was no choice without she would attend.
I advised her, ” Take care of yourself.” Then she said, ” You, too. Good-bye.” — That was the last word for me.
On April 16th, my brother who lived with my parents suddenly telephoned me then said, ” Mother died.”
— I got back hometown soon with throwing my job aside.
When I reached to my hometown driving my car for about 5 hours, my mother was lay on a mat surrounded by her brothers. The cause was myocardial infarction. Before four days, she suddenly could not see anything and hear anything, but for soon she could recover, she did not go to any hospitals. Next day she telephoned me but she looked no problem. She considered to go hospital after my father’s ceremony. The result was this.
My brother took quarrel with my father. My brother was the first discoverer. My father was sleeping on the bed at the side of my mother was dying. As my brother only accused my father about it, I prepared for her funeral. I consulted with local powerful persons, it decided that my father was hospitalized to a good quality hospital. My brother suffered from PTSD for this accident, and he did not have any knowledge about care. It was understandable story so that we felt the need to pull them apart.
My father died after a half year. I only watched his last moment. He wanted to grasp my hand at the last moment. The man who did not rely on others wanted to rely on other’s hand. I grasped his hand. He left for soon by the lack of oxygen. He did not leave any words at the last moment.
XXV-4. The Battle on my pachinko was continued before and after my parent’s deaths. THEY became noisy to say I played pachinko when my father was dead. I needed a rest because I had to drive a car for about five hours. But THEY also needed the reason of destroying my pachinko. They told a lie that I played pachinko when my mother died. I ignored such stalkers all. There was no spare time for the inheritance procedures and the preparation for a hospital of my father actually.
But I continued losing pachinko. They were going to rob all my inheritance money. There was no way because they could see my bank balance without SMS alert. Japan was such a mad country.
To see it, My Guardian ordered me, ” Change all your money to matters.”
— I asked back. It looked crazy only to lose money. It looked the much better to stop pachinko rather.
But My Guardian said, ” I order you change all money to matters. Then you’ll keep fighting.” The Afterlife of Japan also said, ” We will make you get along.”
— It was seemed a life of Rutsu Type man. They ordered me to receive THEIR attack by cut off a skin. It was called ‘ mikiri ( 身切り ) ‘ in Japanese, which meant the avoiding an attack only to scratch a skin. The secret of this skill was that to make enemy’s unwariness by receiving through their attacks then counterattacked it. But it was very difficult.
I wondered whether I should have followed it, I did it after all. Because I continued losing pachinko. It looked better to follow their words. So I bought a new car, solar power generation and gas water heater power generation. I set the circumstance of my house the much cheaper. It was delay operation.
XXV-5. Coming to 2015, I still lost my pachinko. But Japan was in peace. It was supposed for THEY concentrated on destroying me enough. THEY did not think others at this time.
In the hand, My Gurdian proceeded to set the warning units on underground. He explained it to me, ” We can claim the territory to 10,000km under.” But it would suppose to be better that we claim the territory to whole Earth. Because terrible earthquake could occur on 10,000km under.
THEY did not stop My Guardian’s action. THEY only looked it with laughing. THEIR trend was on typhoon somehow, Kanji shouted, ” Hit the typhoon to him ! ” — But the typhoon went to another easily. When Kinugawa river flood occurred in Autumn, THEY became noisy. Alii Type lady went to somewhere and she was surprising to meet SomeONE. He said, ” It is true one.” — THEY conspired something for every five years.