IV-1. After my TV appearance, I often could see a psychologist in TV. He said, ” Went mad ( あぶないなあ:Abunainaa ).” — It was not supposed the professional speech. It was the problem of that psychologist would do a psychiatric treatment. It was so similar that many problems were there. Not only psychiatrist but also psychologist were seemed amateur in Japan. To think about a strange TV professor in 1991, they might have wanted to appear on TV. Something mad was gone on their behind.
It must have been the punishment not to go to university. Gradually I thought it was right not to go to university.
Anyway, I decided to write the explanation of my identification for the release of suspicion to me. But I could not find to whom I had to explain it. Television was supposed the most dangerous to send. I had already explained it to my family and the owner, so I started writing to police for now. I used my word processor to write down. It had a brown tube monitor.
But when I started writing to police, I saw a police car was moving slowly every day. It was obliviously the pressure to me. I wondered why Japanese police knew my writing though I have not sent it yet. I had been peeped my word processor by somebody.
To see the threat of Japanese police, I could not make any sense at all. But I knew Japanese militarism and the red purge terrors ( my uncle was dead ), I assessed that it was also come to me. The ghosts of militarism were still remained and right in front of me.
To tell the truth, I saw the Japanese militarism when I was in junior high school. My father was the archaeologist and becoming famous. When he wrote about his father ( my grandfather ) that my grandfather was interned in Siberia as a prisoner of war. Only writing it, Japanese militarists sent a messenger not to write it. This messenger was my grandmother’s brother’s son and a state official in Ministry of The Navy. But he did not want to tell it. He said to my father, ” I don’t want to talk about it anyway. You possibly have much saying about it, I will advise you not to write about such a thing.” — It was shut-up of speech.
My grandfather was a sergeant in Kwantung Army and captured by The Soviet Union without fighting, because Great Japanese Empire could not prepare any guns and ammunitions. In Siberia, as my grandfather could speak Russian, he had to be interned for 4 years in Siberia. His treatment was seemed good and he could come back to Japan. He said to my father, ” We must watch the national policy movies every day. There were a lot of lies and cheats however, The point of which all people can live equally was that I only could agree.” He had been dead after five years before I was born. — Seeing these stories, I wondered what point was wrong for the government. It might be wrong for Kwantung Army was very weak. They only showed the brave stories.
It was the evil of top-down orders by militarists. They were still remained and maintained the nationalism network.
In my turn, they never came to mention about their final rank. This might be meant for some relation with the ghosts of National Police. Actually Japanese police gave the pressure to me. My mother’s father who had been national police was already dead when I was in elementary school, so that I could not use my grandfather’s power ( in exact, the power of militarist mostly could influence on local area only. They were the local powers who could become something of leaders ).
I tried to imagine the behind-the-scene of this movement on Japanese police. I could not imagine that Japanese police could move only the rumors ( but the fact was it ), I regarded them as the ghosts of national police. I had already known this country was monitoring society and militarists kept the powers in their local areas, so I needed the hard-to-move evidence to turn things. Japanese police were the one who could make the allegation without questioning to a suspicious person.
— To get an evidence, I bought a polaroid and took the pictures of police cars and suspicious cars. Soon police cars disappeared but then other police cars moved slowly in front of me. These were the different district cars which had Nerima number. Tokyo police could seem to move the different district. They were severely amateurs. The professors who were capable to be beyond own specialty and the police who was capable to be beyond own area — undoubtedly people in Tokyo forgot the elemental education. People like that had the power in Tokyo. But I did not suspect them as something artifacts or aliens yet. I was not captured such an idea yet ( Actually I could hear their excuses after. They all said, ” I can’t find it.” — They were supposed to mind-control at least ).
I decided to change to write, however, the problem was where I should send my letter to. While I was rewriting, strange shouting was come from the front of my room. It was Akiko-1’s. She shouted, ” Mess ! “
Next day, I suddenly vomited at breakfast. It was bought on the nearly convenience store. I went there, the shop owner showed unwilling face. I left there without any claim ( This shop was disappeared on the next year ). Undoubtedly something wrong was happened on me. They seemed to poison me by the muscle relaxants. They did not know the way of killing a person well, that was just a place I could still survive. I had to rewrite my letter soon.
I excluded TV professors’ television and TV Asahi, then I sent a letter to the supposed reliable journalism on TV. There was a socialist different from others. But it made me the worst. I was shot.
IV-2. Someone must have been telling lies about me. I knew I had done nothing wrong but, in the night, I was shot by somebody, when I was going back to my room by bicycle…
— I watched this movie in the next year. One of my most favorite movies was. It became one of my heavily rotated movies for BGM. When I was watching it, Rei’s scientist introduced himself as ‘ Holm.’ I decided to call him so. In exact, his true name was seemed ‘ Hosu ( 干す;dry or abandon ).’ Khan ( 汗 ) and Boss might have been come from it ‘ THEY had emphasized the name of Hoss. His original was seemed a king in the northern Rei’s island, after his data was picked up to the future, he became the Rei’s scientist. He was supposed a hero to destroy the terror of Raada ( Yuu’s country ). But he had a lot of similar characters in G-Country, he tended to mix with them. — So I thought Hosu was okay to call The Holm. Same situation was said about Dalk. The original of Dalk was seemed just a vicious character.
September 17th in 1992, it might have become my death day. Two days before, in the night, I was riding on a bicycle and went back to my room. When I was going by a small public hole, the wall of my waist position was suddenly cracked like stone hit the wall.
— Somehow I realized that I was shot, my body started moving quickly. My bicycle drove faster. After several seconds past, I heard the small paw sound in my back. The wall at the beside of me was bounced something. I turned my bicycle left and I drove away quickly. While turning left, I glanced at the public hole, but I could not see anyone…
I slept quickly as soon as I entered my room. Next morning, I got up to eat breakfast but I slept soon and kept asleep in a hole day. The time which I could move was two days after. I was too scared to go to the shot place. But I went there with gathering my courage.
The place where I heard the first crack sound was stopped a yellow car as like hiding a bullet size hole. To proceed for 20 meters, there was a wall which had a new scratch. I could not find any bullets and cartridges in there, but I convinced that I was shot by someone at this time. So I took the pictures of the bullet hole, new scratch and a yellow car by a polaroid, then I sent them with police cars’ pictures to the above journalism.
I wondered how strange this country was. And the more strange was why they killed me directly. There were a lot of chance to kill me. In my room, in my sleep, on the road, there were many. I guessed they were only amateurs or just a threat for me, but it was wrong. They believed themselves in justice. They were just taking steps along their right process. If the patient said loud, they poisoned and silenced him. If the patient said about eavesdropping, it was Japanese top secret so that they threat him about to kill. They did not mind if the patient was dead for it because this top secret was important than the patient’s life.
But for I was scared of their threat, they became forgiving me. It was the reason of that I could survive.
They said it after, ” We only threatened him.” — They were very mafia-like.
IV-3. All things considered, I could not find the reason why I did not hear the sound of gunshot at the first shot. It was also the mystery why I could realize it be shot. Actually it was the more mystery on my mind.
When I dozed on my bed, some mother-like lady talked to me kindfully. ” Oh, sad…”
— I realized my death.
Another side of her, men-in-suits were talking sonething. One of them said, ” Is it okay ? “
Suddenly, a woman had appeared from them and shouted, ” Stop it ! Stop it ! “
— I woke up. I HEARD THEIR laughing. I felt creepy enough. It was felt nothing happened on two days before. But I decided to go there, the shot place anyway.
In there, a yellow car was stopped at the beside of the bullet hole. It was obviously strange. And this car would have been stopped for several months. Because the owner would be dead for a month after.
In this place, THEY sent me an image that well-built and medium-tall man got out of trees. But it was seemed different from this owner. THEIR message was not useful such on serious case.
This owner would TALK loud when Japanese Media suspected me for selling a name. He SHOUTED, ” He’s selling a name ! ” — I could SEE his figure who had medium-built and medium-tall. Soon Japanese Media found its abnormality, then he became silence. He could not SEE anymore. He supposed to suicide. He loved one Japanese animation and had sold a yellow car. And he was also a gun mania, after getting a Tokarev TT-33 pistol, he shot me.
To think about getting Tokarev, there were Yakuza behind his back. But Japanese police finished this investigation as a suspicious person was dead. They only executed the related policemen as a parking violation about police car in secret. Because my polaroid had caught a parking violation of Japanese police. No one had been arrested by this issue. This treatment encouraged my enemy.
And for Japanese police never told me about the crime of local police, I could not make any actions of that I claimed or I took somebody to court. I had to investigate this issue by myself. Otherwise, I would be killed. It was the same case of Asahi Newspaper’s.
— From upstairs neighbor’s, their counterattack had began. They stepped on their room which was my ceiling loudly, and shouted, ” You’re bad than us ! “ — The voice was from Akiko Type lady in The HJ. I could not know why she had threatened me so loud. But it was supposed the retaliation for the death of yellow car’s owner.
I had to take care of the upper enemy, also I had to take care of the delusional enemies. THEY always watched Japanese Media out, and THEY were claiming for their thoughts. When somebody suspected me selling a name, then THEY SHOUTED, ” He’s just selling a name ! ” When somebody thought me said a taboo, then THEY SHOUTED, ” He said The Taboo ! “ — Somebody caught our ideas and said loud. The problem was where THEY lived however, Japanese Media could not treat it well. THEY caused the mass hysteria, and they looked orange-colored…
Gradually I could HEAR their sayings. To enter their sights, it seemed to be happened that we could TALK. It was supposed some relations with resonance, but no one knew this science, including me.
IV-4. The noisy steps were ended for a month after, because my upper neighbor was seemed to capture by somebody. It was not police, so I could not grasp the truth.
I did know the behind-the-scene however, I could grasp the fact in the delusion generally. To combine with the report from THEM, I could grasp the truth totally. It was that USE THE POWER…
— Japanese journalism had captured Akiko Type girl in HJ, and blamed her for the harassment. The HJ excused that it was wrong of Asahi Newspaper. They made a struggle with Asahi Newspaper by Nazi cartoon. The cartoon was drawn on the justification Nazi thoughts and the murders of POW ( prisoners of war ). They excused it, ” We had the freedom of speech. Readers who pleased with this crazy cartoon were undoubtedly mad.” — And then they give the harassment to readers. I had the evidence of reading this Nazi cartoon. They justified it to teach the madness of Nazis. It was obviously something strange.
The journalism explained it not becoming the reason. Then they SHOUTED, ” He wrote the taboo, ! “ — I wrote a letter to the insiders who knew it well, but they even did not allow to do so. They explained it deserved the death penalty.
— The HJ would have something special power, to consider about them, people could do TALK. I could HEAR their noisy VOICES from the socialist’s TV programs. But their noisy VOICES were usually disappeared on recorded video. Something was radiated from the persons on screen, the different sayings could be HEARD in the same scene. THEY could suppose to control our recognition cortex of the brain. THEY could send a secret message to specific persons.
It was uncertain whether The HJ were THEM or not, but after the journalism captured Akiko Type girl, they became loud.
They said to kill me, but soon they denied it. Then they insisted on the wrong of Asahi Newspaper. The socialist whom I sent a letter had a connection with Asahi Newspaper, he went there. He could meet a person who moved The HJ. He was young whose age was little elder than me.
The socialist asked to him, ” Did you do something to him ? “
He answered, ” I just said it.”
” Did you kill him ? ” — ” No, ” he answered.
” I just said it,” — that I would HEAR it The Organization always said so the after. It was a constitution to escape responsibility. However, he did not order to kill me. He only seemed to suggest to teach the madness of Nazis. He was not the telephoned man to me. But The HJ misunderstood it the order. A member of The HJ told other members, ” The fool said a dangerous thing.”
The HJ decided to send an agent to my upper room because Japanese Media requested to solve the problem. They were persons in charge to destroy my life. They insisted on that Nazi lovers like me had mental disorder definitely. They had to prove for the illness of readers than the madness of their Nazi cartoons. The chief of The HJ sent her daughter to do it. Because her stride was resembled for my upper lady. She was the upper Akiko.
I called her for Akiko-2 to distinguish with Akiko-1. Akiko-1 was just a psychopath but Akiko-2 was a normal person. She was just a high school student at this time. The original Akiko seemed to be like her ( or the same as G-Country’s ). Her father was seemed the chief of The HJ.
— I called him for ‘ The Sal-2a.’ Because he had a monkey face ( 猿顔:saru-gao ). The Sal Type men had a lot of variation like Kanji Type men, the both were seemed to know as doing the devilish behaviors. There were a policeman Type Sal ( Sal-2b ), a stockbroker Type Sal ( Sal-2c ) and so on. But there were not the other number type of Sal. Sal-1 or Sal-4 were seemed to change the mind and died ( disappeared ).
By the way, the nationalism like Nazi movement was not likely seen in G-Country. THEY said it with regret of that the militarism like Nazism won the war in this country. THEY disliked this history.
In exact, the order of this assassination was not come from The HJ. It supposed to come from Kanji Type man ( Kanji-1 ).
Kanji meant ‘ chief ‘ in Japanese. Because I HEARD it after. THEY called him ‘ Kanji-chou ( 幹事長:chief of staff ).’ He was a military mania who was not right wing party. He was supposed an agent from Japanese TV. He said the same thing which the president of Japanese TV said. That was ” Asahi was wrong.”
— I did not confirm whether it was true or not. But he knew the way to my home which I usually used. He supposed to get this information from Dalk-0.
He was waiting for my coming, and said, ” We will kill a person who told a taboo.”
He said it in the place where I was shot.
After a month, he came to me again and said, ” Asahi said so.”
— To believe it, I had misunderstood this behind-the-scene. But after this time, he disappeared. Instead, a similar person was standing on the way of my passing. He said something, but I could not confirm it. This change meant that Kanji did something dangerous.
After I was shot, I saw this similar man in several times however, he usually stood at a junction nearby where I was shot. One day, I saw a suspicious back car at this junction. This car was only passed by, but this car somehow sound THE VOICE. It was that a car could TALK. The car SAID, ” He stood the same place ! “ — It was supposed Kanji’s VOICE.
According to THEIR words, ” There was another man to shoot me.”
After I wrote a letter to journalism ( before this Kanji had appeared ), I could SEE a little fat man was watching me. He seemed to be blamed for his management. He was a Media person who created TV programs. He prepared the room where I lived for getting A STORY. He must have thought me useless for it.
To find him, Japanese TV invited him for a secret conversation. They conspired to kill me. As Japanese TV was blamed for moving Nerima number’s police cars, they needed the fellows. He promised to cooperate but he did not answer it immediately.
Anyway, I decided to call him ‘ Shiganai.’ — Shiganai ( しがない ) was meant ‘ poor ‘ or ‘ worthless ‘ in Japanese, but they were very rich exactly. He seemed to think it a joke. He was a man of irresponsibility.
After that, Yakuza prepared a Tokarev pistole. They gave it to the Nazi cartoonist. But this cartoonist did not know my address, so he gave it to his friend. His friend did not also know my address, he sent it back to Nazi cartoonist. Nazi Cartoonist sent it back to Yakuza. Because they could not be helped, the Yakuza gave it a man who wanted the real pistole. He was a yellow car’s owner.
But he hesitated to use it. Then The kanji appeared on him. Kanji urged him as saying, ” A person who said the taboo was sentenced by death ! “
— The owner and his fellow were shaken up by this threat, they carried it out with loyal. The owner had some connections with The HJ. This relationship was led to the upper Akiko Type girl’s threat.
This Kanji was just a ordinary person, it was uncertain why he could take part in this issue. Actually he was A PLAYER in this time so that I could HEAR his VOICES. He could seem to join the next conversation after Japanese TV and Shiganai had did. He said, ” I’ll do it without troubling other people.” He became this leader. This next conversation looked little strange, they excited one-sidedly with each other. They insisted on killing me by the reason of saying a taboo. I never told this taboo but only wrote it, that was no matter for them.
After they got information from Shiganai ( He introduced them for Dalk-0 ), they sent agents to the station where I used. I usually ate dinner or played video games around the station, if I departed from the station, the way to my home was only one. There was one straight road.
For a half month after I sent a letter, I found the people who looked at me a little. They were agents who told somebody which I departed from the station. In this agents, there was supposed Tesaki who did not format his face yet and Shiganai’s younger brother. His younger brother came here with his friend and said to the friend, ” It was something dangerous.” — It looked easy what he said. He must not have expected that I would be shot for a week after then. I could SEE somebody became loud to know I was shot the after.
The situation when I was shot was supposed below.
- In the night of September 15th, I left for my home and went to nearly the station. Dalk-0 telephoned to Kanji for my departure.
- After I played video games, I went back home by bicycle for about 20 minutes past 10.
- The supposed friend of Nazi cartoonist found it, he beeped his pocket bell.
- Kanji accepted it and waiting for my coming at where was a junction of my passing.
- I passed through this junction without finding the existence of Kanji.
- When he saw me, he ordered to yellow car’s owner by transceiver. He said, ” Come here.”
- The yellow car’s owner was waiting with hiding behind the trees. When he received Kanji’s voice, I appeared in front of him. He shot me without hesitating. But I was driving away so quickly.
- Kanji appeared on him and drove away together with Kanji’s black car. They picked up the cartridges at this time but they did not pick the bullets up.
- Next day, according to a slim beautiful lady ( Alii ), THEY searched the bullets hard. The bullets were picked up by Dalk-0 exactly. Because Kanji said they forgot to pick the bullets up. She went there in the morning of September 16th, but she only found one bullet at the little farther place in there. She could not find the bullet which made a bullet hole.
- THEY accused the yellow car’s owner, then he came here again. But he could not find any bullets and cartridges. There was only a bullet hole on the wall. To be feared, he hid this bullet hole by his car and ran away.
- After that, the members who did this secret conversation realized the gravity of a thing, they argued again. As I had already pictured the bullet hole and the yellow car, these were left as these were, they thought destroying the evidence. They agreed to owe this responsibility on Asahi.
Asahi Newspaper was afraid of spreading the rumor, they decided to move the persons who had the relation with this taboo to other sections. Some of them supposed to move to TV Asahi. Japanese television would cause the madness which psychopath usually had the after.
And they accused Japanese TV of moving Nerima number’s car. They called the president of Japanese TV. He denied the assassination of me however, he admitted moving the police car. Because there was a hard-to-move evidence. He excused that his subordinate did it on his own. He survived on the deadline.
To tell the truth, he was also the Japanese oppressor. He was a Media King and also A PLAYER. I could HEAR his words in many times. He SAID various things, which were starting from ” Asahi was wrong,” ” Bring me A STORY,” ” I’m alien,” ” I loved women a lot,” to his ended words was that, ” Use him ( me ),” in 2011.
A messenger who resembled for him had come to me ( 2004 ). He SAID from the messenger’s head, ” He did TALK pretending for me.”
— Undoubtedly he was A PLAYER. But for he did not order the assassination of me, he could be easy. The assassination of me was caused by the irresponsibility of whole Japanese Media. It caused they all believed the death sentence to said a taboo.
Anyway, I called him as ‘ Uzi.’ Because THEY had emphasized the name of submachinegun. We might have had to know all names of submachinegun.
IV-5. Japanese journalism tried to grasp the truth, however, they could not do it. Japanese TV only asked for the treatment, Shiganai just watched it, Kanji was just a person, and Yakuza only prepared the pistole. They could not grasp the existences of Nazi cartoonist. The movement of pistole could not be found, it was only found the yellow car’s owner was suspicious. But he was dead already. It looked like my lie but something was strange obviously.
By the way, the process of this assassination was below.
- The man who introduced himself as Asahi Newspaper added personal attack to me ( 1988 ).
- I moved to the room where Shiganai’s Party monitored ( 1990 ).
- I claimed for this monitoring ( 1992 ).
- Afraid of moved police cars, Japanese TV asked Shiganai for destroying evidence.
- Japanese Media usually considered to keep a taboo by death.
- Yakuza prepared a pistole for it.
- Kanji-1 ordered the yellow car’s owner to shoot me.
- Japanese Media ended this story as that Asahi was wrong.
— The HJ was annoying Japanese Media to say Asahi was wrong however, because of Asahi claimed for it, then they changed to SHOUT, ” It’s wrong of he’s not working ! ” — Somebodies were laughing in their back.
It was so noisy that I started working in a part time job. Then I refused my parent’s money support, but I could not continue writing a story. My first novel was completed for two years after.
The story would be supposed to end of I was wrong, but THEY did not allow it to end even like this —
In late 1992, when I watched TV news, a slim beautiful lady suddenly REVEALED and said, ” He did a self-performance.” — The crime was not a kind of self-performance. But soon we watched some kind of self-performance ( crime or entertainment ) in the next year.
THEY were creatures never to give up.
— Anyway, I called her ‘ Alii.’ Because THEY said so.
In THEIR history, she was a spokesman of THEIR central controlling computer. THEY seemed to concentrate whole systems of managing planet on one system. It could seem to control weather, earthquakes, volcano explosion, meteor strikes. It even could control human’s mind. THEY tried to control crimes and improper behaviors. These were denied for keeping freedom, but the conspiracy of controlling humans was never-ending for long time ( Chapter XI ).
The System often sent the messengers to correct for humans’ behaviors. One of them was Alii. THEY hated this woman for that she looked prim and proper. Because she was also used for false accusation. She likely disliked this role, so she became having a habit of standing in justice. She volunteered to become a messenger onto new intelligent lives the after.
Some of THEM called her ‘ alligator.’ She was supposed the symbol of fear. But true alligator was THEIR central controlling computer. I called it The HAL. It was a faceless computer which abandoned wrong programs personified.